You are human. You are love itself.

Journal

2/23/2020

Today was nice. I hung out with Matt. yesterday was nice, as I spoke with Phil about reflecting mirrors in each other infinitely upward, gathering time to turn at any which angle to redirect the light, though careful of vanity, or a perpendicular 90 degree reflection where one would see and perhaps be blinded by the light of the message directed directly back at them; it is best to turn the angles appropriately taking some time to reflect on self hough still keeping with the motion of the message; flow is good for creative spaces.

I spoke with Talilo about many things. While we listened to “Time” from Super Portland RPG, I felt a sense of being a cartoon experiencing moments like flipping through frames at just the right speed, almost flashing in slow motion. I looked out the window and listened to a smile, not knowing if it was genuine, though I could not help but have my grin pulled into existence by the angels, one at each side of my mouth.

I still want to get my license so I can be of more use to my friends who want to utilize my community building skills; the license will look good, and I must pass with 450 points. I was able to summon a 441, but I’ll need 9 more points on the official exam to be awarded this special badge. 9 points out of 600 is 2-3 questions. I think I can do this, but I’ll need to embrace for the possibility of a third attempt. I mustn’t ever give up hope.

~Neko Bear